~Never Tell Me The Odds~Dream a Little Dream of Me~You are my Sunshine~
Future MD. Present Crazy Cat Lady. Proficient in Sarcasm. Queen of Awkward Silences. Inappropriate-Timed Laugher. Proud Nerd. Lover of Weirdness. Narcissistic Photo-Vomiter.
The Quirkiest Person You Shall Ever Encounter.
I’ve had 2 epiphanies in the last day and a half.
1) All of my friendships have gone wrong since I ended the only friendship I ever ended. Since then, I’ve had “best friends” stab me in the back, choose someone else over me, drop out and become shut-ins, lose all inhibitions and aspirations, and even gone crazy (like…certifiably). I think the one friendship I actually ended somehow subconsciously manifested itself in my newest friendships as my Greatest Failure… but that’s a little too psycho-babbly for me this early in the morning. I could just be a wretched friend… *coughunlikelycough*
2) I had a conversation with a girl I’m really good friends with now. I also work with her. We went out to eat the other day and started talking about relationships and friendships and came to a solid conclusion. Both of us are really similar when it comes to actually relationships or the idea of romance. We’ve decided that we’re so great at long-distance friendships and so used to keeping in contact with people we know and love using FB, email, phone and text, that we don’t know HOW to do face-to-face interactions anymore. Both her and I make fun of happy couples who are connected at the hip. I could not honestly picture myself wanting to spend every second with someone. Even my best friend gets that! Then again, I’m used to long-distance communication… But we all like our “me time” where we can spend time with family or just watch a movie without having to think about anyone else or the rest of the world… or maybe my friends and I are just lemons in a world full of sweet apples. We’re the odd ones (which is probably the case).
So there’s my psycho-babble for the day!
But I can’t be the only person who thinks like this…right?